Well, I’m measuring large as usual. I’ve grown 1.5 cm since my last appointment two weeks ago. I’m measuring 37.5 cm at 33.5 weeks. My bloodpressure is fine (lower than normal for me), and the baby’s heartbeat is 140′s-150′s. The baby is very active, especially in the evenings. It’s fun to watch the baby move when I’m leaning back. I can feel a foot or knee from time to time. I’m excited to meet this little one. Finding a name for the baby has been a problem, but I’ll come up with something I’m sure. I am considering a girl’s name, but I’m not set on it yet. As for a boys name, I haven’t picked one. So, since last time I had a boys name picked, and I ended up having a girl maybe that means I’ll have a boy since I don’t have a name for a boy. :)
My midwife, Cathy, gave a wonderful gathering for her clients this last Saturday. It was so nice to meet other moms (many outside of my friendship circle) that were not only homebirthing, but using the same midwife as I am. Cathy was a student midwife when I had baby Wendy in 2005. (She passed tests and became a CPM later that year.) I felt more connected with her than with my previous midwife, although I still love my first midwife as well. It took a couple prenatals to warm up to Cathy, although maybe it was the other way around. After that, I totally loved her! Cathy seems more spiritually connected with me somehow. She seems to know what I want without me having to tell her, and she listens to all my concerns and seems to know just what to say to make me feel better. She announced at the gathering that she was leaving the practice she’s at and beginning her own. She had talked to my husband a couple weeks before about it for a reference to an attorney to help her. After Saturday’s gathering, I am confident that she will have no problem finding and keeping clients. The other women there seemed to be connected with her as well. One sweet mom was due anytime, and was quite emotional although it was a happy emotional. She’s been waiting so long for this baby, and we all couldn’t help but want to hug her.
Pregnancy and birth is a wonderful time. I’m focusing on the baby coming after Christmas (I’m technically due Christmas Eve). Cathy said she thinks Christmas night would be good. I could actually handle that, assuming my dh is willing to help get the Christmas mess cleaned up. :) Maybe I’ll have that strong nesting instinct and help clean up, although I really should save some of that energy for the birth. I keep telling myself and the baby that Christmas night is a good time to have a baby. Can you imagine the Christmas tree lit, the smells of Christmas surrounding you, and birthing your baby in that environment? I love the Christmas atmosphere already, but to have a baby at the same time, oh, that would be wonderful!