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One Year!

I’ve had such a runaround day, that I had to finally stop and post about Peter’s birthday before I went to bed.  We had a great party for him this evening.  We had several friends and their children come as well as my in-laws.  My mom came prior to dinner to pay Peter a visit as well.  He was so happy for most of the party, but by the time it was over, he was so ready to go to sleep!  I took quite a few pictures, but as I was telling my friend, Tamra (who is a professional photographer), it drives me crazy to have to use auto because I have a point and shoot.  Ugh!  I’m spoiled after playing with her camera a couple of times.  Thank goodness for Photoshop.  At least I can doctor them up a bit.  :D

I can hardly believe my baby is one year old today.  How can the time go by so fast???  I know I say it a lot, but really, where does it all go?

Peter is such a happy child, seriously!  I’ve never had one like him before, and I’ve had four others.   I love his sweet disposition and his curiosity about the world around him.

Peter rode in the van to playgroup, facing forward or the first time today.  He was pretty excited about it, then promptly fell asleep!

Peter nursing earlier in the day.  This shot was taken by my 9 year old, Ella.

Peter eating his yummy, chocolate beet cake.  Gotta love his painted nose!  I didn’t want him to have a sugar high, and I wanted to eat it too!  (I’m avoiding refined/processed foods, particularly sugar.  If you want the recipe, it can be found here, but I modified it because I didn’t have the coconut oil this time around.)

Peter with my midwife and friend, Cathy.  She was at our home a year ago helping and encouraging me as I brought my little Peter into the world.

Peter not quite sure about what to do with that light on the cake.  He ended up sticking his hands in the frosting and licking it off.

Peter loving the dog that Cathy gave him, for a moment anyway.

We should have just given Peter a box.  He laughed and had more fun with that than anything else he received.  Why do we think babies need more than a box and a stick?

What?

Me: What does the blender sound like?

Lightning: Like an elephant trying to get a stuck peanut out of its nose.

Change

I don’t know exactly who said it, but it goes something like this:

When the pain of change exceeds the pain of staying the same, we change.

I remind myself of this over and over. It’s something that has become part of me. I’ve struggled with self-esteem and physical issues almost all of my life. I’m to the point where I now say, no more! I have value and I’m beautiful….NO MATTER WHAT ANYONE ELSE SAYS OR THINKS. There, I’ve said it…and online too. :D

Why do we as people decide to be so effected by what others say or think of us? In some ways this is okay. I love to be liked/loved by those I meet and associate with. I like to think I’m a likable person who is easy to get along with. It’s when I compare myself to perceived expectations that it’s an issue, and it’s been an issue for me…frequently. I’ve generally let the comparison of myself to others bring me down instead of inspire me to be better. I’m not going to do that anymore. I’m going to be me, and the best one at that! I’m so excited!

One Tattered Angel

One Tattered Angel: A Touching True Story of the Power of Love One Tattered Angel: A Touching True Story of the Power of Love by Blaine M. Yorgason


My review

rating: 5 of 5 stars
This was an amazingly touching, spirit-filled book. I couldn’t put it down. I cried and my heart broke with theirs. A story full of faith, hope, and Charity. I highly recommend it, and what better time than Christmas to read it!

One Love Note
Category: Books

Journaling My Blessings

I need to do more of this:

“When our children were very small, I started to write down a few things about what happened every day. Let me tell you how that got started. I came home late from a Church assignment. It was after dark. My father in law, who lived near us, surprised me as I walked toward the front door. . . . I knew that he had been building a system to pump water from a stream below us up to our property.”He smiled, spoke softly, and then rushed past me into the darkness to go on with his work. I took a few steps toward the house, thinking of what he was doing for us, and just as I got to the door, I heard in my mind–not in my own voice–these words: ‘I’m not giving you these experiences for yourself. Write them down.’”I went inside. I didn’t go to bed. Although I was tired, I took out some paper and began to write. And as I did, I understood the message I had heard in my mind. I was supposed to record for my children to read, someday in the future, how I had seen the hand of God blessing our family. Grandpa didn’t have to do what he was doing for us. . . . But he was serving us, his family, in the way covenant disciples of Jesus Christ always do. I knew that was true. And so I wrote it down, so that my children could have the memory someday when they would need it.”

Henry B. Eyring, “O Remember, Remember,” Ensign, Nov. 2007, 66 67

I’m striving to write more of my blessings down. I hesitate to share them online all the time, but I do occasionally share them here. One small thing that happened last week:

I was shopping for my Liberty Girls group and I needed a two boxes that I wasn’t sure would be at the store since I had cleaned off their shelf last time I had shopped there. The item was a 4×4 inch craft box to decoupage. It wasn’t something that I considered popular, and last time I had bought the other boxes, I found some in the clearance section. So, I thought that maybe they were clearing them out and not getting anymore in. I really needed two more. So I prayed in my heart that I’d find them. I had already tried another store location, and it didn’t even carry the boxes.

I managed to get all 5 of my kids into the store for a quick trip, and we headed on back to the craft section. The isle I thought the boxes would be on didn’t have the boxes. I proceeded to keep looking for the other items I needed without letting the fact that I couldn’t see any boxes bother me. After finding some small rose bunches for rose crowns, I went back to the isle I thought the boxes would be on. I looked and noticed that there was a spot for them, but frames were in the place the boxes should have been. I took a deep breath and decided to bend over and look behind the frames. It took faith for me, but I had pictured two boxes for the girls that had missed our last Liberty Girls meeting. As I moved the frames out of the way, I found exactly two boxes! I thanked my Heavenly Father profusely as I raced my kids and my loot to the checkout. As the cashier was scanning the items, I noticed that the eight small silk rose bunches that I thought were $1.76 each were actually $1 each! Yay! Our Liberty Girls budget was saved the $6+ expense. Again I thanked my Heavenly Father for blessing me even in small ways!